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I am the Source

 I had a kinda awkward day, and thru processing have come to realize i am my own source of suffering,  at least a portion of my suffering has been created by me. wow. seems like an important step.

Spaciousness is it's own reward.

 A reminder for myself that a few moments of mindfully "not doing" is worth more than any produce. I spent 10 minutes or so not creating, or thinking about creating or worrying or attending or reading or listening or imagining or watching or playing or crocheting. Then took  a shower, did the dishes and discovered the microwave needs replacing; researched mics, made a cuppa, remembered this blog and am hereby posting upon it. Had a nice feeling of being "well-ordered" which is new to me, taking a few breaths and now quite interested in this. Wonderful!

Mistakes Are Essential!

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 Yes, yes, yes! Do stuff! day by day, week by week, etc. I will mess up, I will stumble,  I will embarrass myself. There will be successful attempts, there will be unsuccessful, unfinished, unappealing results. But it is essential to make the mistakes, accept them, perhaps learn from them, (or not), in order to accept your self. I think it is a kind of love. 💓 I woke up with this thought and it seemed urgent to write it down. thank-u! (it's the universe)

Today is the Day!

 Yep, many lovely occurrences on Aug 1st, 2023. I took 3 boxes of discards to Goodwill. I found my way correctly thru a crochet pattern after several false starts. Got an inkling about how to proceed with learning a barre chord. And most of all DT (don't want to say his name) was indicted on four felony counts. Justice may yet be served. Feels like a big relief somehow...

Feeling nurtured and connected! So grateful!

 asked for angels and guides to help me, they are answering with feelings of love and light! found a good reiki healer on youtube, the word "reiki" was in squareword yesterday. never before. 📿 also realized that thing i get in winter on my fingers is "chilblains" from the cold on my mousing hand. finally got the right strum pattern for "Love is a Rose" I have been struggling with for at least a year off and on.  have a doc appt today, I asked reiki to send love to it, so hoping it goes well. got a book from gina lake, channeling Jesus which is uplifting also. so thanks everyone and everything!

Grateful for Clean Laundry!

 A break in our recent abondonza of rainwater afforded an opportunity to hit the laundromat-- I grabbed my immense pile of dirties and now all things are clean! ahhh, it's a great feeling!

Grateful for Water

 Receiving extra rain and snow in our area, somewhat relieving the years long drought conditions.  Thank-you, thank-you, thank-you!💜😀💧💧💧👵👍