Gr-Attitude

 I had a kinda awkward day, and thru processing have come to realize i am my own source of suffering,  at least a portion of my suffering has been created by me. wow. seems like an important step.

 A reminder for myself that a few moments of mindfully "not doing" is worth more than any produce. I spent 10 minutes or so not creating, or thinking about creating or worrying or attending or reading or listening or imagining or watching or playing or crocheting. Then took  a shower, did the dishes and discovered the microwave needs replacing; researched mics, made a cuppa, remembered this blog and am hereby posting upon it. Had a nice feeling of being "well-ordered" which is new to me, taking a few breaths and now quite interested in this. Wonderful!

 Yes, yes, yes! Do stuff! day by day, week by week, etc. I will mess up, I will stumble,  I will embarrass myself. There will be successful attempts, there will be unsuccessful, unfinished, unappealing results. But it is essential to make the mistakes, accept them, perhaps learn from them, (or not), in order to accept your self. I think it is a kind of love. 💓 I woke up with this thought and it seemed urgent to write it down. thank-u! (it's the universe)

 Yep, many lovely occurrences on Aug 1st, 2023. I took 3 boxes of discards to Goodwill. I found my way correctly thru a crochet pattern after several false starts. Got an inkling about how to proceed with learning a barre chord. And most of all DT (don't want to say his name) was indicted on four felony counts. Justice may yet be served. Feels like a big relief somehow...

 asked for angels and guides to help me, they are answering with feelings of love and light! found a good reiki healer on youtube, the word "reiki" was in squareword yesterday. never before. 📿 also realized that thing i get in winter on my fingers is "chilblains" from the cold on my mousing hand. finally got the right strum pattern for "Love is a Rose" I have been struggling with for at least a year off and on.  have a doc appt today, I asked reiki to send love to it, so hoping it goes well. got a book from gina lake, channeling Jesus which is uplifting also. so thanks everyone and everything!

 A break in our recent abondonza of rainwater afforded an opportunity to hit the laundromat-- I grabbed my immense pile of dirties and now all things are clean! ahhh, it's a great feeling!

 Receiving extra rain and snow in our area, somewhat relieving the years long drought conditions.  Thank-you, thank-you, thank-you!💜😀💧💧💧👵👍

 Ordinary sweetness. Grateful for this day. 

 Grateful for a lovely day with my sis, niece, and nephew! Neph and I played guitar together, soo Fun!! 

 it is happening! drizzle and downpour. no metaphor, it's real, real, real!! thank-you, thank-you, thank-universe! 💖📿🙏👏

 Italian for "abundance", seems like "abundance bonanza" or "abundance dance".  I am filled and surrounded with love; lentils are cooking, new yarn is on the way. 😉😀💗

 crispy leaves in a crispy breeze a fly inside daylight cools to my eyes school begins (i heard on the news) homey soup 

 Gratitude was inside me, but now I am inside of it! Bright. loving, spacious, beneficent. I am a bit in awe!

 Grateful for choice; in every moment it is ours. We can invite and participate with Allthatis, or stand alone. thank-you, thank-u, thanks Universe!

 Grateful for breath, comes in, goes out. in each moment it is life on earth.  Bless the firefighters today.

 So grateful for the cool moist(ish) air in the early morning hours! I like to get up early and open a window or two to let the fresh air in, feels delightful. Really cools the house down before the afternoon bake. Thanks, Universe!

 Grateful for a/c today, temp expected 110F. 

 greatly grateful for meditation; it soothes and smooths my suffering self.\

warm mug of aromatic coffee,  petals floating down the creek,  old days gone downriver,  blessedly washing away the vestiges the remnants of who i was all the yesterdays and yesteryears of clinging to the suffering i thought was personal turned into a portal to infinity

 yep, a rainy Sunday in June! a downpour right now, so welcome. picked up my grocs @ wal, a substitution was necessary. I rec'd 12 rolls of tp for the price of 4 which they were out of. Score! While waiting in the car for delivery, I became aware of spaciousness. breathe...